Monday, February 23, 2009
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09:37
i have puffy eyes today. i can feel the puffiness from within my eyeballs. and i am hungry. i haven't had breakfast yet. the bossman wants to see M and me. i wonder what it could be. but, what else?! surely it'd be teletubby.
back from seeing bossman. sigh. i kinda left M to die inside. didn't really respond to the questions asked by bossman. think M might be irritated with me. but honestly, when he was asking me questions, my mind was blank. EMPTY. either i'm tired mentally, or i can't be bothered anymore. and now we have to plan soooo many things to be done within that short period of time. i'm afraid. i'm afraid that we can't do a good job out of it despite our best efforts. i'm afraid that the repercussions we would face should teletubby fail. (this was at 1150 hrs)
i had wanted to write a post about the nice little weekend i had. but unfortunately, what just happened has negated the positive. even before lunch. and this week is just going to get worse. i think it can be safely dubbed as 'hell week'. again, we were called into the bossman's room after the meeting with our charterers. apparently our own crew has been spouting negative comments on teletubby, to our clients. the meeting that the managers attended didn't go very well. in bossman's words, 'kenna hammered left right centre'. oh wells. then back in our office, WE kenna hammered left right centre. (this was at 1350 hrs)
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it is now 1810. i have had this window opened since the morning. and i have yet to complete this post or any of my work. i kid you not. and i just hit my funny bone. i'm effectively typing with one hand. ok, pain subsided. so the record for the week is 3 times. 3 times today we have gotten buttered. i feel oily. very oily. i've been so stoned the entire day, it's not even funny. this is worse than me staying up all night rushing for assignment and then going for a 2 hour lecture at 10 am with only 2-3 hours of slp. i had my LUNCH at about 1800hrs. i can't even rem what i had wanted to type about today. just that it's been a bad day. really bad.
on hindsight, actually all the positive chi that i've accumulated over the weekend has not been negated. i think the weekend happenings have effectively kept me from being to bog down by today. i'm quite excited about tonight. i think i will prob have a pleasant surprise. ^_^ i really can't wait. also, my comp is now up and running... SMOOTHLY. woots! so thank you :) to you!!
tmr i'll be heading for batam. there's still a pile of things to be updated o nmy desk. going to attempt to finish it by tonight. not sure if that's possible. have to head to sattahip on thursday night. so i'll be missing touch this week. prob gonna miss jason mraz as well. i'm not sure if it is possible to return to singapore by 5th in the PM. hmmmm.. and i'll be missing touch on the 6th as well. goodness me. and i don't know if i have time to sign up for my course. that sucks. seriously. i think i left only wed to complete the forms and submit to the admissions officer. now i'm actually thinking twice on whether to start the course this yr. cos i'll be travelling loads and stuff. sigh. dilemma.
back from seeing bossman. sigh. i kinda left M to die inside. didn't really respond to the questions asked by bossman. think M might be irritated with me. but honestly, when he was asking me questions, my mind was blank. EMPTY. either i'm tired mentally, or i can't be bothered anymore. and now we have to plan soooo many things to be done within that short period of time. i'm afraid. i'm afraid that we can't do a good job out of it despite our best efforts. i'm afraid that the repercussions we would face should teletubby fail. (this was at 1150 hrs)
i had wanted to write a post about the nice little weekend i had. but unfortunately, what just happened has negated the positive. even before lunch. and this week is just going to get worse. i think it can be safely dubbed as 'hell week'. again, we were called into the bossman's room after the meeting with our charterers. apparently our own crew has been spouting negative comments on teletubby, to our clients. the meeting that the managers attended didn't go very well. in bossman's words, 'kenna hammered left right centre'. oh wells. then back in our office, WE kenna hammered left right centre. (this was at 1350 hrs)
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it is now 1810. i have had this window opened since the morning. and i have yet to complete this post or any of my work. i kid you not. and i just hit my funny bone. i'm effectively typing with one hand. ok, pain subsided. so the record for the week is 3 times. 3 times today we have gotten buttered. i feel oily. very oily. i've been so stoned the entire day, it's not even funny. this is worse than me staying up all night rushing for assignment and then going for a 2 hour lecture at 10 am with only 2-3 hours of slp. i had my LUNCH at about 1800hrs. i can't even rem what i had wanted to type about today. just that it's been a bad day. really bad.
on hindsight, actually all the positive chi that i've accumulated over the weekend has not been negated. i think the weekend happenings have effectively kept me from being to bog down by today. i'm quite excited about tonight. i think i will prob have a pleasant surprise. ^_^ i really can't wait. also, my comp is now up and running... SMOOTHLY. woots! so thank you :) to you!!
tmr i'll be heading for batam. there's still a pile of things to be updated o nmy desk. going to attempt to finish it by tonight. not sure if that's possible. have to head to sattahip on thursday night. so i'll be missing touch this week. prob gonna miss jason mraz as well. i'm not sure if it is possible to return to singapore by 5th in the PM. hmmmm.. and i'll be missing touch on the 6th as well. goodness me. and i don't know if i have time to sign up for my course. that sucks. seriously. i think i left only wed to complete the forms and submit to the admissions officer. now i'm actually thinking twice on whether to start the course this yr. cos i'll be travelling loads and stuff. sigh. dilemma.
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